Not Ready To Make Nice...
In other news...life is good. Work is great. I love my job and I am damn good at it. Personal life is good too. I am in a good place and really never been happier. People say the economy is bad but I am not really feeling it. I got a new car (Jeep Wrangler...my dream car), got a fancy new cell phone and tablet. And of course I have my beautiful shoe room...yes I said ROOM. I turned the spare bedroom into a shoe room. 400 and counting...lol (don't judge me).
Those of you who read this blog know that I use to be fat (240) and had the gastric bypass. I'm currently at 120-125. In Feb it will be 3 years since the surgery. While I would love to lose another 10-15 pounds but I am not unhappy with the size or weight I am currently. I feel...pretty and attractive...now. I feel confident and proud...if that makes any sense. I'm 38 and never been in better shape. I even cut off all my hair...super short. For whatever reason, short hair to me screams confident. I am not sure if I am in love with the new do but I am doing my best to rock it.
I have mellowed out in my older age. I hardly go out anymore and enjoy staying home. I actually cook and clean now and have become somewhat... domesticated. I drive the landlord crazy with my cleaning. I get on him all the time about picking up after himself. I'm pretty hard on him about it...lol. but it keeps the house clean and organize.
My life is typical and boring these days...lol. And that is ok with me. I guess I had to grow up at some point.