Just Cause

I have been thinking about a lot of things as of late. First, I purchased a sewing and serger machine. I want to go back to sewing and maybe get in touch with a dream I had when I was younger...make my own clothes.  Ok, my dream when I was young was to design for Barbie. Go ahead laugh but my Barbie had the best clothes in the neighborhood. Fashion design was something I wanted to do. But I didn't think I could be a top fashion designer. Very few make it to the top and become a household name or an icon, which was the only type of designer I wanted to be at that time. Now, I just want to make clothes for me. Take a design I like and change it to suit me and my sense of style. I'm excited to start.
Second, I turned 37 and have become a freak about my wrinkles. Its not like I have a lot but I'm worried. With 40 just around the corner, I guess I'm becoming more aware that I won't stay looking young forever. I was told by number of people at a party a week back that I looked under 30 (thank you drunk people). Nevertheless, I went out and got anti-aging facial products. Getting older sucks.
Third, while I have become a nicer (to a point) person to others I have become very short and mean to the landlord. When he does something to annoy, piss off or anger me I say the most horrible things to him. My ability to deal with his selfish drunken ways has become zero. Back in the day, I use to think (for the most part) his drunken behavior was funny now I just want to stab him in the face with a pencil. I need to work this.
Fourth, I cut my hair...22 inches. Yep, gone. And while I like it, I miss it. So now the question is, do I grow it back and go through the awful growing out stage or embrace the idea that I look pretty good with shorter hair and keep it, which is more flattering for a women in her late 30's.
Fifth, get an iphone or keep the android phone now that Sprint has the iphone...I can't decide. Of course, I won't make a switch until my contract is up because there is no way in hell I will pay full price for an iphone. My biggest issue with the iphone...not 4G ready and no slide out keyboard.
Sixth, do I want a tablet/ipad? Do I need it? Will I use it? Need to do more research on this.