Ugh

My back is killing me. It's like I need to crack it but I can't seem to get it to crack. You would think with losing half my body weight that I won't have back problems. But my friend said something interesting to me.

Friend: With all the weight you lost, you don't have the strength, weight, to off set your huge boobs. I mean you are still a D cup. With you being so small now, it doesn't surprise me your back hurts more now than it did before, when you were fat.

Ok, for one, I don't like the fat anymore. I don't know something magical happend once I started to lose weight that I don't like the word anymore. And two, is it possible that I could be in more pain than I use to be? I men I did lose some boobs. I went from a 42DD to a 34D. Because I don't have the big belly and ass to off set the weight of the boos am I going to have more problems with the tits?

I am not against the idea of getting a smaller pair of boobs. Actually I would welcome it. While most women would love to hae big boobies, I am not one of them. Do you know how hard it is to find a 34D in a bra? A cute bra? do you know how hard it is to find tops that fit? If it fits in the boobs then it's too big in the belly. If it fits in the belly hen it's too small around the boobs and one piece clothing like a dress? Forget it.

My tits look like banana, National Geographic titties anyways. Getting them smaller and perkier won't be bad at all and have it all covered by insurance...oh hell yeah!

In the meanwhile, someone give me some help with this back pain. It's annoying and actually really hurts.